Bad News

Bad News

I got a text my dad from philippines yesterday afternoon saying that.. they took my mom to the hosipital and she had her 3rd stroke and it was bad. I called home and found out that my mom has severe stroke. Her body has been paralize, I talked to my sister and she start choking while talking jsut because she was crying and cannot hold back her feeling anymore, and she was wishing that I was there with her to take care of our mother. I felt so terrible and cannot be there for her. All i can do was cried. I tried talking to her on the phone but she couldn't hea me it affects her hearing also. I wish i can hold her and tell her everything will be fine, i told her that anyway eventhough she cannot hear me. I know that we can't hold the future , we wouldn't know what's gonna happend tomorrow. My mom was my rock when i was back in philippine and she still are and alwys will.

I am trying to get over to Philppines in two weeks. I will be going to get my passport renewed for emergecy purposes that way i can get it in 24 hours and flew from San Francisco.

I am afraid that my mom will be taken away from me before i see her. But i have to always think positive. I know that everything will be alright...just have faith.